secrets

There are secrets I keep from people.
1. My best friend and I still play Pokemon cards. This is always conducted in a shameful manner, but once we get into the game we have fun. People always made fun of Pokemon cards... I did too, in fifth grade... but Olivia and I have discovered they are very fun. Same wiht the Pokemon gameboy games. I think they're the best gameboy games invented.
2. I LOVE video games. I don't have a lot of time to play them, but I am obsessed with them. I had a Nintendo 64 but I sold it to go towards a PlayStation 2, and I also have a Nintendo Gamecube (which I'm pretty sure is headed nowhere). But Final Fantasy, Legend of the Dragoon, Super Mario Sunshine... I spend the summer playing them. And I'm very good at them.
3. I love comic books, the acceptable ones like Calvin and Hobbes (own those), Far Side (ditto), and Foxtrot (ditto), but also the "nonacceptable" ones for my age, like the Justice League, Spiderman, and anything in that nature. Olivia also shares this secret obsession with me. I've decided Olivia and I are best friends because we can share everything with each other. She could get really into Tonka Toys tomorrow, and I would follow. Unfortunately, all of our 5th-grade-boyish behavior stems from Olivia's little brother. Dang him.
These are some just as embarrassing secrets, but not because of age/maturity level:
1. I only figured out exactly what an orgasm was today. I mean I always knew what it was, but I just realized that I've had them before, mostly when reading parts of books/movies I shouldn't be reading or watching, or thinking about something sexual.
2. I'm not turned on at all by kissing. That's self explanatory.
3. I don't dream about kissing or sex. The only dream I've ever had sex in was when I was eight, and it was with a girl. This was totally innocent.
4. I don't really have sexual fantasies either.
I'll be back with more as I have to go to my cello lesson/rehearsal.