I've become so numb...
I was trying to figure out how I feel when I realized that was just it- I'm not feeling right now. I'm very numb.
It's all right when it's me having the pity party, moaning about the past and how alone I feel, but it was almost worse to realize I'm not alone because I wouldn't wish this life on anyone. I feel... selfish. Stupid. Angry. Mostly numb though.
Stupid world! Why do you have to do that to people? The best people, you just light them on fire when they're young and spend years trying to snap them in two!
GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY?!!!!!!!!!
I just want everyone to be happy! (Better punishment of parole violators and world peace, right?)
I want everyone that's hurt, that's been violated, that's been wronged to realize... they're human. That's really it I guess. They're human and their bodies are human and if they don't want to, they don't have to be a slave to their emotions anymore. All my depressed friends. Everyone.
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"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
About Me
- Lindsay
- Everything in my life is about to change, and I'm absolutely terrified. I breathe one instant at a time.
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