What a nightmare, all of this, coalescing all at once.
The AP history test is over, complete with its horrible botched multiple choice section. I played my cello solo tonight, trying to imagine Shauna dead (it put emotion in it). I played with my ensamble. Tomorrow morning I take the SAT biology, US history, and math 2 tests. Tomorrow afternoon I play my piano and violin solos. Sunday I cram all day for AP biology. After the test on monday it will all be over...
but now it all rains down and I can't quite breathe.
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"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
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3 comments:
You can do it.
And afterward, you can, must, should REST.
wow... you really overloaded yourself. well, i guess the point is that you know this stuff, if you didn't you wouldn't be taking the tests. you can and will do fine on them if you prepare properly, and that really means not cramming and learn things all over again. sure, study a bit here and there, but at some point it is best to just say fuck it, do something fun, and go to bed. you'll get through it.
I will be so happy for monday to come and go....just for you!
You are spectacular!
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