Ah screw it. I give up. I'm a pacifist, not a fighter.
I only worry about my teeth...
I am that weak.
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"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
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3 comments:
pacifism is not about not fighting. pacifism is about fighting without using physical violence. and an eating disorder is very much a form of physical violence.
We had a conversation, a while ago... Faith isn't following God without knowing why. Faith happens after the decision to follow God. It is following God through every "valley of the shadow of death," without reservation.
This, I believe, is one of them. You have the strength to do it. I love you. He loves you. We'll hold your hands.
i can't
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