Crazy.
My parents go to Utah for a few days, and what happens to me? Do I throw some wild party with lots of alchol, rent a bunch of R rated movies? No (I've lost my driver's license anyway). I go to school, do homework, same as always. And then I get home after a really long day, and I have to go to a Key Club activity, and my key breaks in the ignition. So now I have no car, no parents.
Today I begged rides off of people all day, and missed a National Honors Society (stupidest club in the universe) meeting because I was at some lunch for commended students. If I miss one more I get kicked out. Having pondered this, it doesn't seem like the most horrible thing in the world.
I found out that I have to miss a concert in orchestra, so she told me I have to write a six page paper on a composer with in text citations and everything. I was so stressed at this point that I literally started crying. I tried really hard to make it so nobody saw. I felt so miserable. I had to walk to my cello lesson with Erin's cello, which doesn't have wheels or straps so my arms got really tired.
I finally got home after everything at about 9:30. I have a tournament tomorrow in Billings. I'm not prepared. My cases aren't edited. I have no briefs. My suit is still in the suitcase from the last tournament, which means I'm going to probably have to take my skirt or something. I feel really sick.
I found out I forgot to send my SAT II scores to MIT and Caltech somehow, and that I forgot to send my college transcript to MIT, Caltech, and UC. I felt pretty miserable when I found that out. I sent off the SAT scores tonight. I know Caltech will still take them; I hope that MIT will. I'll send off my transcript on Monday, which I also hope they'll still accept.
Man. This college stuff. It makes me feel like living forever in a cave some days.
And I have to miss four days of school; one for science olympiad, three because I'll be in Florida. I'll be in Florida doing the masses of homework I'll need to do to keep up.
*sigh*
I need a hug.
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"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
About Me
- Lindsay
- Everything in my life is about to change, and I'm absolutely terrified. I breathe one instant at a time.
2 comments:
*****hugs********
Let's have a hug party.
I'm getting to the point where I can understand the poem you wrote me, and it's dead-on. Well, the first part. I don't believe the second part. But maybe someday.
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