Yeah, it's 1:46 AM and I'm posting. I just got home.
I guess that ever since I saw Rent I've wanted to have some sort of amazing, defining New Year's Eve. I've wanted to be with all my friends for one last year, to see them all together.
It didn't exactly happen tonight. My friends were scattered about the city. Some (Shauna, Ellie, etc.) were at a party getting wasted. Some were home alone. I love them all.
As for me, I was hanging out with three of my friends watching Mulan. I forgot how good that movie is. It wasn't quite the Rent New Year I was dreaming of, but it was nice. I knew I was with people that cared about me. None of that middle school poser crap.
I'm so glad my friends care. I hated those few years when I was 11-12ish when I didn't really have any real friends besides Olivia. Now, I am so grateful for them.
Happy New Year's. Everything is possible in the middle of the night. Everything is possible because the world hit 2000 and the computers didn't crash. Everything is possible because there were bombs in Hong Kong and the world didn't fall apart. Millennium with a capital M is coming, but it's not here yet. For one more year, one more night, one more moment...
everything hangs in a pure space of possibility.
I'm going to be happy this year.
Happy freaking 2007.
"Maybe this year will be better than the rest..."
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Happy frickin new year to *you*, mi amiga. I have hope for great things this year. I don't always feel this optimistic, but I do have hope -- and I have a good feeling, yes I do.
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