Wednesday, July 05, 2006

People's blogs are so... veiled. The public ones, the ones that our friends see. Like mine at xanga. People are more honest in their writing than they are in reality, which is a start, but they still don't reveal themselves.
What would happen if we did? If we all acted like who we were? Who are we anyway? What would happen if we understood ourselves, even privately?

I've gained two pounds. I realize, that just like that, I cannot love myself anymore. I guess it's not really sensical to most people, but those two pounds just make me worthless. I have to start eating less, as I have been eating normally.

If two pounds and a low SAT score will make me worthless, how in the world can I ever find enough worth to sustain me?

1 comment:

Ashlee Liddell said...

You are NOT worthless.

You will never be worthlessness.

You can do absolutely nothing to make your life absent of worth. You don't have the power or control to do that.....