I think the right thing for everyone else to do is to tell me to not date him anymore, that that's crazy, to let go of him.
And I think that the right thing for me to do (and possibly the only thing I can do and live with myself) is to throw caution to the winds and hit this head on and refuse to leave him. It seems wrong to me to leave someone that needs help. Especially when I like him too much to abandon him.
I know I'm going to get hurt. It may suck. It may all crash down around my ankels. But I just CAN'T leave him...
I think it is worth getting hurt to help another human being you care about turn their life around.
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"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
"What I realized suddenly was that the true failure would have been if I hadn't given a damn. You can bandage a wound, set a broken bone, but not caring...you can't cure that and you can't recover from it."
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2 comments:
You are a logical girl, so let me try to put some logic in this.
He has a problem with sexual desires. Looking at your pictures, you're an attractive girl. How do you think that effects him?
How are you going to help him by continuing to be physical with him?
there are two reasons for my actions... one is that i think he needs to be in a healthy relationship, because i think it's part of the healing process for him. two, i am selfish and he is so perfect for me and i cannot let that go when it is what i have always been looking for...
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