Yay for good days... (and Leanne Womack)

I slept over at Olivia's last night, and talked to her about a lot of things about me, and just talked and talked and talked to her... it felt quite good, I missed her so much. We watched "Miss Congeniality 2" even though every one said it was crap... well I thought it was good, not as funny as the first one, but good, I liked it a lot.

Today I spent quite a while just sitting at Taco Del Sol talking to Matt, and quite a while making out in my car, and quite a while wandering around a park... This is how it feels to be torn. I'm engaged (basically) to someone, and going out wiht someone else, and I love them both... wow I never envisioned myself this way.

I ate dinner at Shauna's, talked to her about some stuff... I feel like I'm slowly purging my life of all the bad messes I made. It feels really good. Anyway, we went to this concert at Carroll College... "Clumsy Lovers" or something (the violin player was very good), with Ellie and Laura (who is Matt's good friend and very protective of him so she's not quite enamored with me) and Hallie, and then met up with a ton of people there, including Matt, and there were people dancing at the front. I'm not much of a dancer. A month ago I would have never gone up front (there were only like five people up there) and started dancing in front of a room crowded with people. I was skeptical tonight. But Leanne Womack kept coming in my head ("if you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you dance") and everything I learned at the seminar about missed opportunities. So man, I danced. I felt kinda stupid at first. I think Shauna was laughing at how awkward I felt. But I just let go. Forgot the people in the audience that knew me that I didn't want to see me look stupid. Forgot it all and just danced.

Man it was fun.

So, new LD resolution is out and I really like it, about illegal immigrants. I was talking to my debate friend (not just debate, she's my friend period) Brittany, and she totally shot down my Kant/Categorical imperative/deontology idea, which is I guess alright because it was crap and would have never worked.

I'm going to research possible criterions tomorrow... I'm not going to go anywhere tomorrow (well, not for long, I'm briefly hanging out with Jo and Siobhan in the morning when we get our schedules, maybe just go to Starbucks or somethign), because my mom thinks I'm being to sociable (my gosh, first of all I have a midnight curfue like every night and she's worried I'm too antisocial... now, my curfue is 11 weekdays 12 weekends and 10 when she feels like it, like tonight).

Locke maybe? It's worth looking into... probably won't work though. Something about inalienable human rights being democratic would work best... "All man are created equal.." (Hah, except for illegal aliens of course). :-)