I'm addicted to my computer...
Why does it feel like this, floating away?
We sat on the couch yesterday in Po's room and Shauna said, "I never used to understand how anyone could feel like that, like cutting their wrist. But then this summer I was so angry with myself, and I remembered everything you said, and it made sense."
That was quite possibly the saddest thing I've ever heard.
That was maybe the worst moment of all... knowing that no matter how happy I am, that desire to hurt myself will probably never go away. It will always be there, every day, something to fight...

Where did it all go wrong with my friends? Why don't I know them anymore? I disconnected myself so I wouldn't have to feel... now I have no one and I'm all alone. D*mned independence I didn't want it this much.

I saw a film once
Where all the airholes froze up
A killer whale swam
Under the blue ice
Until her heart stopped

*"From Here You Can Almost See the Sea," David Gray