ALL I HAVE TO FEAR IS FEAR ITSELF. ALL I HAVE TO FEAR IS FEAR ITSELF. Ahh shitzus what kind of an idiot said that? Well I know who said it, but the point is, it's crap, it's sh*t, it's not true, I'm sorry I'm swearing so much I feel like I'm slipping away and I could never swear outloud... I just feel stupid and dirty when I do.
Even if that quote is true, there is still the issue that fear is pretty dam* scary. And we're still afraid. We're always afraid. Because fear itself isn't the only thing any rational human being fears. Those quotes that are supposed to be all uplifting... they're just irrational. No human can ever completely beat fear. Even if the strongest, fear exist. What is strength? I don't know. Strength is being afraid and still living five days like they're your last. I hope. I hope.
Fear is being the most fuc*ing afraid you've ever been, being terrified, and not hurting yourself, when it's what you want to do.
I hope that's strength. I hope I'm not as weak as I appear to be.
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