so my cousin that sexually abused me who nobody's heard from in five or six years has suddenly contacted my aunt and is visiting from the east coast next month (i think maybe he's coming here, to my town).
i'm actually scared, really really scared. i can't handle he's in the same country as me, not in prison, let alone the same town... i won't let it be the same house. i will get in my car and drive somewhere.
part of me says shoot the bastard with a machine gun... part of me is numb... part of me is curious and wants to forgive.
well even if i forgive i don't have to forget.
I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to handle this.
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