Wednesday, September 14, 2005

rambling

She is adorable... the cutest thing I've ever seen. I took one look at her, saw Sasha, and started sobbing in the airport. I am feeling the most complicated things... I love Zoey, but I miss Sasha so much... I really don't understand myself.

Anyway, I was rather miserable so I was on the verge of doing something stupid with a sharp object. I cut myself slightly, not really actually it didn't bleed, I scratched my arm, and then I thought, am I just going to throw away seven and a half months without a second thought? And I stopped... it was easier than I thought it would be, to stop. Before I couldn't (or wouldn't) have done it.

Well, main point: I need pull myself together, now. My homework and school needs me.

And if you're wondering why I'm posting at 12:05 A.M., I can't sleep again.

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