relationship

So I have been going out with Matt for almost nine months, and we are on the point of breaking up, mainly because he wants to have sex and watch R-rated movies and hang out with people that are high, and I don't. And a part of me really, really hates him for that... maybe hate isn't the word... I guess I can't resent him for having different morals and values than me, but still it is hard. And it is hard for me to accept that I am losing someone I love because of my religion and my convictions. But maybe it just can't work between people with very different value-systems. I guess it can't.
He wants sex, I can't do that... he isn't opposed to drugs, I am. I guess that it just can't work anymore.
Sad. I feel sad. But there is a sense of relief...